It has been a long time since I made an effort to consciously work on
my mental approach to racing. The last time I remember doing anything
consistently regarding my mental approach to health, fitness or racing
performance was the 2003 season.
That season happened to be my most consistent year from a performance point-of-view and one of the healthier years in my life. Here are some thoughts that I shared back then:
Mental Training - for endurance athletes.
Now that I have neglected this focus for some time, I've been reading some new
materials, re-reading some old books, going back through my journals
and just trying to re-establish some old practices, such as my mindfulness meditation practice.
It has been an effort, just like any positive behavior change - I guess.
What I would like to do is start sharing some of the thoughts and ideas
I am having and trying to implement.
Here's the first idea:
Talk yourself into a better triathlon performance.I just read Bobby McGee's book,
Magical Running : A Unique Path to Running Fulfillment. If you have ever wanted to move beyond the typical sports psychology ideas, then I would suggest that you pick
up the book and work through it. It reads more like a workbook than a
text book and the practice is worth the time in my opinion.
The chapter that I seem to be going back to again and again is chapter two
- "Affirmed Running". The shortest explanation of the material is, we
are who we say we are. And this is in a very literal sense. This means
that the words and vocabulary we use to describe ourselves is who we
will become.
As I take the effort and give attention to my vocabulary, I notice some interesting things. One thing that I've noticed is that I always describe myself as a slow/weak/poor/terrible swimmer. This self description of my swimming has become habit over the years and is so common that it has become almost a joke to myself. The interesting aspect is that by characterizing myself in this way, others' perception of me is one of a poor swimmer too.
There are two aspects to this concept that I see:1. Self-fulfilling prophecy. When we talk about ourselves in specific ways, our behaviors will commonly reinforce those attitudes. This results in our reality confirming what the perceptions of our "Self" has always been.
I usually describe myself as a poor swimmer, therefore I don't enjoy swimming. That attitude means that I often skip a swim to go run/bike or anything else. The lack of swimming reinforces my perception because I don't swim enough to improve my ability.
2. It doesn't have to be a conscious vocabulary. The example of my swimming attitudes and behaviors is easy because it is a fairly observable behavior and apparent in my conversations. But what about the conversations that I have within myself that I am not consciously aware of? Are there negative discussions about who I am, what I have become or what I want to accomplish that I am not aware of?
What about this example: A triathlete begins their training as a young adult and works themselves into great shape over a period of 5 years. They set a goal to qualify for the Ironman World Championships in Kona and it is a real possibility for them. As the race nears, they continue their efforts towards their goal, but then begin to have a little self doubt. They notice thoughts creeping in that don't support their goals. Things like,
"You can't compete against people who have trained for longer"
or
"Your competition has been doing this since childhood. How can you compete with that?"
The thoughts seemingly come from nowhere because the athlete is naturally a confident person in all areas of life. The idea here is that sometimes there may be some thoughts that are implanted or ingrained into our thinking that are not the way we perceive our self.
The key that I am learning is that positive self affirmations are an activity we need to participate in whether we think we need to or not.Bobby McGee mentions in his book that we don't have to even believe the things we tell ourselves. Why? Because the subconscious mind is not a logical mind, it will believe and/or absorb whatever we feed it. It then leaves the conscious mind to do the analysis. This is a great lesson!
This idea isn't only valuable within athletics. I've seen positive affirmation activities used to improve one's health too. Specifically, I remember a discussion where a cancer survivor made it a habit to look at herself in a mirror everyday and speak positive affirmations about her cancer. The one I recall her saying was,
"My body is cancer free"
It didn't matter to her if it was true or not. She was trying to create a new reality.
Sharing my current affirmations:I sat down and wrote a list of current statements that I wanted to keep in front of me on a regular basis. Here they are:
- I am a STRONG Swimmer.
- I am HEALTHY!
- I prevail and persevere when others do not.
- I have a DEEP fitness built from 9 years of training.
- I train wisely.
- I always race well and according to plan.
- I only have to be excellent in this moment, this breathe, this step, this stroke, this pedal stroke.
That's the first lesson on mental training I wanted to share. Here are two activities for you to do:
1. Make your own list of 5 positive affirmations about yourself.
2. Hang that list where you can see it daily or share it with someone who
is supportive of your goal. Share it here in the comments if nowhere
else.
Labels: affirmations, mental skills, mental training, mindfulness